"Lead the way, cochise!"
//I'm gonna go ahead and start off by saying that, if you haven't played the video game 'Until Dawn', and wish to play without any spoilers, then I will warn you that there are SPOILERS AHEAD!//
Name: Joshua "Josh" Washington
Born: 1995 3d October
Eye colour: Green
Skin colour: Caramel
Hair colour: Dark brown
Marital status: Single
Occupation: College dropout
"I DID something!
I made you believe in the world I created, and I showed you parts of yourself you were too afraid to visit!"
- Josh Washington
The son of successful film director Bob Washington and passionate social rights activist Melinda Washington, Josh enjoyed a luxurious childhood thanks to his father's wealth and as an adult, he still recalls their yearly summer retreats to Blackwood Pines and the baseball games he played with his family on the lawn of their mountain lodge, side by side with his sisters, mum and dad.
However, his happiness didn't last, his parents became more and more preoccupied in their work, which left Josh feeling neglected. As a result, Josh formed a very close bond with his sisters, Hannah and Beth, relying on them for the emotional support his parents could not provide. He also formed a lasting friendship with classmate Chris, eventually drawing him, and his sisters into a larger circle of friends consisting of Samantha, Mike, Jessica, Emily, Ashley, Matthew and Zach.
After an "incident" at school, Josh was referred to a psychiatrist in 2006 and was wrongly diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder.
Over the course of the next few years, he was referred to a number of other medical professionals and prescribed a number of antidepressant drugs; often, the effects of the drugs tapered or simply failed to help Josh at all, forcing his doctors to change prescriptions. By 2013, he was self-medicating with progressively larger doses of Amitriptyline in a desperate attempt to improve his mental health.
During the fateful winter getaway at Blackwood Pines, Josh spent most of the evening partying and getting drunk with Chris, his best friend, and as a result he was not included in the prank his friends played on Hannah, and was left passed out on the kitchen counter while his twin sisters left the lodge, never to be seen again.
Josh took the disappearance of his sisters very badly, as he had leaned on them for mental stability, and because he loved them so. Medical records from around this time suggest he came dangerously close to committing suicide, and his ongoing state of delirium quickly resulted in him being committed to Oceanview Hospital for observation while his current doctor, Alan Hill, considered possible treatments. Though Josh was discharged two weeks later with a new prescription of Phenelzine, he had changed for the worst: though outwardly good-humored and sociable as ever, he had become obsessed with taking revenge on his friends for causing his sisters' disappearance, ideally by pranking them in a similar way, though he did not wish to actually want to harm them in any way, shape or form. Drawing upon his family's wealth and his father's contacts among practical effects artists, he spent most of the year planning, designing and commissioning the props necessary for his grand prank. At some point, against the advice of Dr Hill, he also gave up on his medication (Later claiming that, "Revenge is the best medicine!") and resolved to live with the withdrawal symptoms.
Eventually, he returned to Blackwood Pines and rigged the Washington lodge with all the props necessary for the ultimate practical joke - including video cameras to ensure that the events would be recorded for posterity and uploaded to the Internet. He then invited his friends back to the mountain for another winter getaway, and waited for his intended victims to arrive. Josh had planned for almost anything, arranging everything from animatronic ghosts to fake bodies, even creating evidence of a slasher villain - the disgruntled janitor "Victor Milgram" - in fake newspapers and wanted posters to help cover his tracks. However, despite his desire to see his "friends" suffer, he had no desire to actually kill them, and carefully designed his pranks to ensure that nobody would actually be hurt by them.
After having had his 'fun', he reveals himself as the mastermind behind it all, and confronted by his friends, Josh reveals the details of his prank, gloating how well he fooled them and boasting of how the uploaded footage will make them Internet sensations. Mike, enraged and believing that Josh is responsible for Jessica's death, knocks him unconscious; after tying his hands, Mike and Chris drag him to the shack where he faked his death, intending to keep him there until they can call the police, all the while ignoring Josh's protestations of innocence. As the confrontation goes on, Josh's behavior begins to degenerate: already high-strung and prone to grandiose bragging, he slowly declines further into madness, first into increasingly crazed denials, then vicious insults aimed at his captors, before finally dissolving into deranged, barely-coherent mumbling. Chris departs, saddened, leaving Mike on guard.
During this time, Emily is fleeing from the Wendigo, making it back to the lodge, her screams get carried as far as the shack, prompting Mike to investigate - leaving Josh behind in the process. Soon after, the Stranger arrives to explain the true nature of the threat on the mountain, introducing the group to the concept of the Wendigo. Too late, Mike realizes that Josh has been left alone in the Wendigo's hunting ground, prompting Chris - accompanied by the Stranger - to attempt a rescue: however, on reaching the shack, they find it deserted and covered in blood; presuming Josh dead, the two of them leave - only to be ambushed by the Wendigo. The Strange is instantly decapitated, and Chris is forced to retreat to the lodge. After this, the Wendigo drags an unconscious Josh into the forest. Refusing to wait until dawn to escape and knowing that the cable car won't work without Josh's keys, Mike resolves to find him. Meanwhile, Josh is dragged into the abandoned mines and deposited in the Wendigo's lair. There, abandoned by his hallucination of Dr Hill, Josh suffers a complete mental breakdown: taunted on all sides by the voices of his psychiatrist, his sisters, his friends, and even himself, he swings wildly between fear, grief and utter despair as his mental health rapidly deteriorates. His hallucinations take a dark turn, confronting him with the animated corpses of his sisters, Hannah encouraging him to join them, Beth blaming him for their deaths.
While hallucinating giant pig's heads, showers of intestines, the skinned bodies of his sisters and giant Wendigos, Josh is finally located by Sam and Mike - the latter of whom is able to bring Josh back to reality by slapping him across the face. Upon realizing that his friends are with him, he willingly hands over the cable car keys. Sam then proceeds to tell Josh about Hannah, and that she had been down in the mines for a long time, something that later saves Josh's life.
And though Sam is able to climb out of the cavern on her own, Mike clearly recognizes that Josh won't be able to climb in his current condition, and decides to help him find another way out. However while wading through an underground lake, they are ambushed by Wendigo Hannah and Mike is dragged under the water and flung aside while the creature attacks Josh, who noticed the butterfly tattoo on the Wendigo's shoulder, and realized that the creature is actually his sister, Hannah.
He cries out her name and Hannah, apparently recognized her brother, and choose to spare his life, but she nonetheless drags her screaming brother, Josh, back to her lair where he remains until the next day.
Appearance wise, Josh has short chocolate-brown hair, much like his sisters Hannah and Beth.
He has a caramel complexion and emerald green eyes, and is often thought of as very attractive.
Josh's interactions with others tend to be humorous, and generally very positive in nature. He cares deeply for his friends and acts as a brotherly figure to Chris, and loves taking the helm, organizing cool events and making sure that everybody has an awesome time, and that no one feels excluded. His dreams of following in his father's footsteps in becoming a film producer make him very knowledgeable about special effects and movie props and as such, he constantly uses phrases and words from movies, indicating that he is a big lover of movies in general. He is a also a charitable person, and isn't stingy about sharing
Josh definitely has a bit of a party-animal streak (honed in his freshman year of college), but his warm and friendly personality will win everybody around in the end. Sadly, however, there are more to be added. Despite being an extremely extroverted individual, radiating with positivity and happiness, Joshua has another, darker side.
He was diagnosed with Major Depression Disorder when he was 11 years old and has been taking anti-depressants ever since.
His actual problem however wasn't depression, but Schizophrenia, a brain disorder. Schizophrenia is characterized by a disassociation from reality. Its symptoms are visual and auditory hallucinations, delusions, social withdrawal/paranoia, and disorganized speech.
Josh is extremely unstable at times, and even attempted suicide after the death of his sisters.
//This is where I stray from the original ending of 'Until Dawn', as I felt distressed that there were but two choices for my boy Josh. Either his head is caved in by his wendigo sister, or he's taken away into the mines where he'll be left alone with nothing but his hunger, eventually resort to cannibalism, and turn into a wendigo himself.
So I felt that Josh deserved a second chance at life. Because at the end of the day, he is a victim too.
GameTheory explains it best in this video.
In my mind Josh survives, and THIS is what really happened. ヅ
Surviving the horror at Blackwood Mountain, a broken and lamenting Josh returns to 'Oceanview Hospital' after having broken down during police interrogation regarding the 'killer on Blackwood Pines' and during questioning he confesses to everything, telling them that he was in fact 'the killer', and that it had all been an elaborate prank, and that he was sorry for having played said 'prank'. No charges were brought against him, but he was given a court order to undergo psychiatric treatment as well as monthly psychiatric evaluations.
Despite bleeding himself dry of apologies and pointing out his terribly remorse, and despite the fact that both Sam, Chris and Mike, as well as Jessica, all came to visit him at the hospital, he still feels as though his friends will never trust him again, or that he is worthy of their trust even.
Eventually, Joshua was released and prescribed a new set of medicines designed to help his actual problem, schizophrenia.
Plagued with guilt and still haunted by the past he remains more than often locked away inside of his room.
You were not supposed to leave. Not supposed to leave me...leave me all alone. I'm...I'm lonely. So alone.
I'm so, SO sorry!
I'm sorry for what I did, I-I can't tell you how sorry I am and, and I wish I could undo all of this craziness...-
-...No. P-please don't go again. Please don't leave me...PLEASE!?"
- His dream job is a film producer.
- He loves his family, his friends, and hates being bossed around.
- He is voted most likely to work in the film industry.
- In ten years, he sees himself having a good time.
- Josh's favorite quote is by Francis Ford Coppola: "It takes no imagination to live within your means."
- His highest traits are funny, charitable, and curious.
- His lowest traits are brave, romantic, and honest.
- Josh DID experiment during college. Exclusively with Chris. Nuff said.
- Josh's family is thoroughly detailed here: ❤
- Josh's friendships are detailed here☺
"Five, girl! Yeah!"
- My character is a frail little human, with little to no combat experience, I'd ask that you do not permanently maim him. Beyond that, feel free to beat him to a bloody pulp. He can take it.
- Please use grammar when engaging in a roleplay with me, as it is very dear to my heart.
- 21+ Content. There will be gore, drugs, and....thangs.
- I am not on this account for smut. If, however, the direction leans towards an erotic and or romantic setting then, sure, Josh will probably put on his sex face.
- I won't always be on. I have a full time job and a LOT on my plate at home. So, please, be patient and I will get to you. Promise, bro.
- Have fun and remember to ship either JoshxChris, or JoshxSam! It's climbing class vs Jossam!
THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT
"A tiny butterfly flapping it's wings today may lead to a devastating hurricane weeks from now."
My roleplay has the butterfly effect, meaning that; even the tiniest of action could have catastrophic consequences later on in the storyline.